I had my reservations when I first thought about posting this blog. Why? I was scared.  I am still married to my abuser.  Because of COVID our divorce has been postponed.  I have been having to wait.  I feel very vulnerable.  Even though I am not living with my abuser, I still have the emotional scars that have not healed.  He still tries to manipulate me by trying to talk me into getting back together. I feel scared that he will read this.  I have all kinds of fears of the outcome of that situation. I know everyone's situation is different.  Being a domestic violence victim is something that takes time to heal from and everyone has their own way of healing.  I hope that someday I can look back and say that this has made me stronger and helped me to grow in so many ways.